KangTeuk is Forever
Rated NC-17"Kangin..." Eeteuk said quietly, slipping his hand into the other's after a quick look around to make sure they were alone.
"Hmm?" Kangin responded, looking over at his lover, squeezing his hand tightly, a small smile on his face.
Eeteuk took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "There’s no easy way to say this, so I’m just going to…uh…” he took another deep breath. “I...I think maybe we should... tone it... tone us... down a bit."
Kangin froze, staring at Eeteuk, as his eyes widened in surprise. "...What?"
Eeteuk sighed. "Like..."
"Are you breaking up with-"
"NO," Eeteuk interrupted quickly, trying to smile at Kangin, reassure him. Kangin looked absolutely devastated, and Eeteuk was quick to pull him close and give him a hug. "Of course not." He said, nuzzling his lover gently, "Of course not. I just think that the Kangteuk rumors are getting out of hand, so we should tone down the... public stuff. The fanservice... so that..."
Kangin pulled away slightly to look him in the eye. "Eeteuk, there's something you aren't telling me, isn't there?"
Kangin could always tell when his lover was holding back. Eeteuk sighed again, biting his lip. "...Management actually suggested it to me."
"Oh."
"They're going to... separate us more."
"..."
"..."
Eeteuk blinked frantically, feeling the beginnings of tears in his eyes. Kangin hugged him tightly. “It will be okay, Teukie, don't worry. It’s not like we won’t still be together a lot.”
“Yeah...”
“Don't worry,” Kangin said, grinning, trying to cheer Eeteuk up, even though on the inside, he was feeling just as upset, “I'll always love you, Jungsu.”
Eeteuk smiled back. “I'll always love you too.”
***
Stopping the public KangTeuk all together was much harder than either of the two had expected. They’d grown accustomed to the little touches and passing glances, took them for granted, really. Sometimes it was all that got them through the ridiculously long, busy days.
Treating the other like just another band member, another friend was hard. And sometimes it hurt, but… not doing it could mean real trouble. So it was worth it. To Kangin and Eeteuk, being together was worth paying any price.
***
Super Junior stumbled into their apartment after a long, long day of interviews, photoshoots, and radio shows.
Eeteuk spent the next few hours chasing all of his "kids" around, getting them settled and into their beds for a few hours of sleep, before the next busy day would begin.
Finally he got them all tucked in and went into the living room, sinking into a chair by the computer. He stared at the blank screen for a while before going on his Cyworld to post an entry.
...He couldn't think of anything to say. Nothing that he wanted to say could really be written there…
Suddenly, he felt a hand on his shoulder and jumped, turning around in surprise.
"I'm sorry, angel, I didn't mean to scare you," Kangin said, leaning forward to place a small kiss on Eeteuk’s forehead, “Am I interrupting anything?"
"Nope."
"Oh good, I-"
Loud giggling echoed down the hallway from one of the rooms.
Eeteuk started to get up. "I should probably go check on-"
"No," Kangin said, placing a hand firmly on Eeteuk's shoulder. "They'll be fine."
"But they-"
"Seriously, hyung. You spend all of your time taking care of them, worrying about them."
Eeteuk shrugged. "It's my job."
"Well, they'll be fine. They're all asleep, or close enough to it. And I think you deserve a break. A chance to relax... unwind..."
Eeteuk raised an eyebrow at Kangin, trying to make out what he was thinking.
"And besides," Kangin said, leaning in closely to Eeteuk, his face only inches away, "I want to make up for all the... fanservice we didn't get to do today. And yesterday. And tommorow..."
Eeteuk smiled. "You're cute."
Kangin made a serious face. "I'm manly."
Eeteuk laughed as Kangin’s serious face quickly turned into a big, cheesy grin.
"Yes, very manly." Eeteuk said, placing a soft kiss on his lover's lips.
"I miss you," Kangin whispered softly leaning in for another kiss.
"I'm standing right in front of you," Eeteuk replied, smiling against his lips.
"Yeah but..."
"We're together all the time."
"I know, just... I miss you."
"I miss you too..."
Kangin slowly pulled Eeteuk to his feet, kissing him again.
“Would you care to join me on the sofa?” He said, grinning, pulling Eeteuk backwards.
Eeteuk followed willingly, continuing to place soft kisses on Kangin’s face.
Kangin pushed Eeteuk down on the couch and straddled him, kissing him until Eeteuk melted into the kiss, putting his arms around Kangin to pull him closer.
Kangin slipped his hands under the front of Eeteuk’s shirt, pushing it upwards, his fingertips gently, teasingly grazing one of his nipples.
Eeteuk gasped slightly, pushing Kangin away. “Kangin-ah, wait, we can't. They're still awake, someone might..."
"Shhh, don't worry,” Kangin said, bending down to kiss at Eeteuk’s chest, “I told everyone if they came out here I'd beat them up."
"You're terrible," Eeteuk said, his breath catching as Kangin’s tongue moved down along the edge of his pants.
"You're complaining," Kangin replied, moving back up to kiss him again.
Eeteuk pressed his lips back against Kangin's, his desires for the other slowly overcoming his reservations.
Kangin pulled Eeteuk's shirt off completely, pressing frantic kisses down his throat.
Eeteuk leaned his head back to give his lover better access, biting his lip to suppress a moan as Kangin’s hands traveled lower and lower.
They quickly removed any remaining clothing, eager to rid themselves of anything separating them from one another.
Kangin pressed his hips against Eeteuk’s, grinding gently, the friction make them both gasp.
Eeteuk finally moaned and wrapped his arms tightly around Kangin, trying to pull him even closer. “Stop teasing, I just..."
Kangin moaned in response, licking along the other’s collarbone.
He prepared Eeteuk quickly, unable to ignore his desire any longer, and moved himself over Eeteuk, giving him a quick kiss. “Ready, love?”
Eeteuk nodded as he wrapped his legs up around the younger. “Take me, Youngwoon.”
Kangin pushed gently inside of Eeteuk, gasping at the tightness of the elder's passage gripping him. It had been too long. Way too long. Still, he did his best to take it slow, unwilling to risk hurting his lover, thrusting shallowly until Eeteuk was adjusted to his length inside of him, until Eeteuk was writhing against the couch from the agonizing slow pace, grasping at Kangin's back, moaning deep in his throat to go harder, faster.
Kangin finally complied, plunging deep inside his hyung again and again, biting his lip to keep from crying out from the pleasure that was taking over his body.
They continued like this, moving frantically against one another, until Eeteuk was moaning Kangin’s name again and again, and Kangin could feel his orgasm fast approaching.
He reached down to stroke Eeteuk’s erection, timing it with each of his carefully aimed thrusts. Eeteuk came into his hand almost immediately, burying his face in his lover’s shoulder in an attempt to muffle his cries of pleasure. Kangin came moments later, the feel of Eeteuk’s passage tightening around him too much to take.
He pulled out of Eeteuk before laying down with him, pulling him close, pressing a soft kiss to his temple.
“I love you Eeteukie-ah.”
“I love you too, Kagin-ah…”
“Forever…”
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